I’m a bad person !!
I didn’t respect my mother !!
I made her cry !!
I made her feel that she’s a monster !!
I don’t deserve to be her Son !!
Hell is waiting for me !!
I want to die today with this feeling !!
I don’t want to live this Happy anymore !!
I don’t want my life to be Happy anymore !!
I deserve to be a person who don’t Happiness !!
My wife is right I’m an Asshole !!
I don’t deserve any kind of Respect !!
I’m Disgusting to be a Human !!
I’m ashamed to be her Son !!
I’m not allowed to use the word Sorry !!
My Dead brother won’t Help me !!
I don’s deserve to be her son anymore !!
I want to Die !!
With the guilt inside me !!
It’s none of my Mistake !!
It’s my Mistake !!
I’m the Monster who eaten up her Respect !!
I won’t allow myself to be Happy again !!
My words hurt her more than any death she faced !!
She just wants me to be her Part of thoughts !!
I’m failed to be a better Son !!
I’m failed to be a Human !!
I always believe my Intentions are pure !!
But my actions & words are pure Evil !!
I Can’t take anything back !!
I don’t want to take anything back !!
Everyday I’m gonna make me remember everyday !!
That I’m the person who kill her mother Dignity !!
RAISE MY HAND TO DESTINY !!
WHEREEVER IT TAKES ME GOOD OR BAD !!
I’M READY TO ACCEPT MY DEMONS’S WILL !!
I DON’T DESERVE TO BE A GOOD HUMAN !!